All the bottled up and hidden feelings I’ve been hiding in a little drawer in a dark corner of my heart has been cracked open. It’s so full that everything just burst out like fireworks only it isn’t beautiful. It’s ugly and everything is in a roar of chaos. I’m drowning and I’m suffocating and I have no idea how to surface myself to breathe. I don’t know what I want, I’m not sure of anything anymore.